I don’t know what is wrong with me. 

I’m on day two of law school and I have so many things to do and I feel like my life before this was all just a dream, or remnants of a past life. I can’t remember basic things I used to know, my mind is rotating around the concepts of law and everything I’ve learned in two measly days. I can’t explain how much information I have been loaded with in the last two days and somehow this is just the beginning..

And then, all this super ultra focused nature that I am trying to get my brain used to has resorted to the thing it knows best- obsessing… over literally anything and everything, I can’t stop THINKING and it’s terrible I’m making stuff up in my head that hasn’t even happened yet and getting upset about it and it’s CRAZY. 

I need to get into a pattern, I need to create a balance. I need to be able to DO THIS. To the best of my ability.

I think what’s happening now is that, I know full well that I CAN do this. But what will be left of me after I do?

the office getting it right: endgame

everything hurts. i can’t sleep.

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"I think it’s brave to try to be happy."  - Vivian, Pushing Daisies

"You’re only given a little spark of madness. You mustn’t lose it."  - Robin Williams

One of the realest segments of a transcript that a show has ever had. 

i want people to know i’m struggling but i don’t want people to know i’m struggling do you see my problem

i miss my sunshine.

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